watching my life

BJ loves JB

2006-01-30T18:45:00.000+08:00

just got back from a looong day in JB.

we went to Mutiara Hotel for lunch.

we had chinese food there..and it was THEE BEST chinese food i have ever tasted!

its better than the chinese food on indonesia.

i was so blown away by it...i got excited :D

we're too drama-mama sometimes!

anyway, after lunch we headed to Giant for shopping.

me and imran bought DVDs!

say OOH! LA! LA! i told kk all the titles i bought,

but he STILL wants to watch it in the theatre.

"all these kinda movies you have to watch in the theater..."

and waste $9!

i am SO happy!

i FINALLY found my juicy couture clutch!

i was so thrilled when i saw it and imran helped me to bargain..till i got it for S$25.

lovelovelove, its SO hot! :D

okay, now im bored..tired & hungry!

CNY (:

2006-01-29T16:53:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year

to all..chinese! :D

and thankyou for the LONG holiday (:

..another goodbye

2006-01-29T01:32:00.000+08:00

div's probably on the plane now..on the way to Darwin!

i told her that we now have an excuse to travel there :D

what say you? party at darwin...some time in JULY?

diviya leaving reminded me so much of vanessa leaving for australia.

you start off not really liking the person, but soon enough you start to appreciate them.

unfortunately...its a little late!

i remember how i couldnt stand vanessa. she was the super-rich snob!

but i only felt that way cos i never really got to know her...

after during our trip to malacca, i got to know her better.

AND we became the Princess Sisters (:

of course, it was a little late cos before i knew it..

she flew off to aussie!

i guess im just trying to say that its time we got to know people before actually judging them.

instead of coming to a conclusion about them based on what others say,

we HAVE to take time and get to know them...OURSELVES.

so to our dearest diviya,

take care of yourself in Darwin and do us all proud!

i know i speak for EVERYONE when i say that youre a fabulous person &

we're gonna miss you so much!

muchLOVE <3

to tara, with love

2006-01-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

birthday LOVE <3

2006-01-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

today was super rockin (:

there was a concert with around 6 or so items,

which were all really entertaining...

especially the dikir barat & the performance by the lil kiddos.

since it was soo early, me, ftm & fad headed down to hougang plaza for 'FAMOUS PRATA'!

its been a LONGLONG time since i had good prata.

after breakfast, i went to dhoby ghaut to meet the BIRTHDAY GIRL!

i waited half an hour in a queue in carrefour just to pay for ONE STALK of rose!

but everyone was in such a good mood!

the guy in front of me told me to go before him cos i just needed to pay for one thing,

while he had a trolley full of food.

there was also strangers helping each other unload their trolleys.

you hardly ever get to see such acts of kindess in singapore.

i guess it all kicks in during the festive season!

right, back to the BIRTHDAY GIRL.

we met at PS, then headed to the seoul garden in taka for lunch.

the chicken there is GOOD (:

so we had a good lunch then irfan & mohsin walked in wearing their uniforms!

it was so adorable!

one with short pants, the other with long pants.

we took ALOT of photos of them in their uniform.

just SO CUTE! :D

after lunch..me, tara (aka birthday girl!) and irfan headed to ecp.

we reached there around 2 and waited&waited&waited for everyone to turn up.

once imran came we started playing soccer...

and irfan started to climb the trees & eat ants.

im DEAD serious! it was DISGUSTING.

(that was of course till the 'park ranger' told him to come down! haha)

soon dania, nureen, diviya, kk, mm, shafia and rizwan came.

we played with...SAND!

there was an extravagant sand fight going on and

it was GROSS cos everyone was opening up each others' tshirts and pouring in sand!

we attempted to bury each other! BUT..it didnt go too well!

rented double bikes & went cycling around the area.

double bikes are SO RETARDED! but its SO much fun :D

around 7ish we played OUR version of dog&bone.

instead of numbers..we say things like,

"who wears a watch" or "who LOVES aisha"..

which OFCOURSE..everyone ran in! (except irfan) :(

we changed & everything round 730.

then went to macs for dinner.

too NOISY LAH! :D

me & dania walked out with tara's birthday cake

(mind you, oreo cheesecake from secret recipe)

and everyone sang the birthday song!

im not sure whether she was embarassed...or excited!

id choose the latter yeah tara? (:

after dinner we started out photo-taking spree!

we took over a hundred pictures!

on the slide and...in the slide!

then the boys started going CRAZY over ronald mcdonald!

they began frenching him & 'sayang'ing him.

and....I HAVE THE PHOTOS TO PROVE IT!

this is just one out of, i dont know..9?

BJ came to pick us up around 10..

so now im! home! feeling! so! tired!

but LOVING the day spent with the B.E.A.U.T.I.F.UL birtdhday girl(:

backstreets back..ALRIGHT!

2006-01-25T17:18:00.000+08:00

(click to enlarge)

we're in the NEW PAPER!
go get yourelf a copy (:
falling in love with brian all over again <3

me & za crashed RJ yesterday.
it was good to see her & preetz, shalom..and banibani (:
and eyecandy baby! all overrr.
unlike SRJC, but nevermind!

didnt go to school today!
as ftm puts it, "BSB FEVER"
yeah, i think so too (:

never gone

2006-01-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

it was SO DAMN amazing.

words cannot decribe how each and every one of us there felt.

i would pay another $100 to see them all over again.

devils.

2006-01-23T19:51:00.000+08:00

Second place will have to wait for Liverpool after a last minute Rio Ferdinand goal condemned the Reds to an undeserved 1-0 defeat at Old Trafford and if you still can't believe we lost the game, you won't be the only one.
Our long unbeaten run was brought to an end when Ferdinand scored a goal that the home side had done little to deserve but still Liverpool left Old Trafford having added further weight to the widely held belief that they are the side who will emerge to challenge Chelsea in the long run. Liverpool dominated large periods of this game and at least deserved a point until Ferdinand rose highest in the box to break their hearts.

all soccer matches should last for only 89minutes.
i mean, whats up with 90 minutes?!

such a horrible start to what seemed like a never-ending day.

knowing that pool lost was such a downer..but somehow

the lousy feeling in the pit of my stomach just felt SO incomplete.

and, i think its cos there was no hairin or bella to laugh at my pathetic liverpool ass :(

i know it sounds stupid but i miss our squabbles

over whose soccer team is the best in the world!

and which soccer player was the hottest (or for man u players' case...the fugliest)!

i miss cedar! :(

in other news! lectures ended only at 5 today!

it was so D.R.A.I.N.I.N.G!

lesson after lesson!

and i just dont get one thing..

why is it SO HARD for gp teachers to be nice?

thankgod, tmrw lectures end at 12!

then its off to taras' place & our new hideout (:

on a MUCHMUCH brighter note,

tmrw is the BACKSTREET BOYS CONCERRRRT(:

im gonna see nick! and brian! and kevin! and howie! and aj! :D

and we're all gonna be one big happy family,

cos the backstreet boys were never GONE!

happy birthday & bon voyage div

2006-01-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

after lectures ended on thursday, i headed down to tara's place to help her out with div's banners & birthday 'card'. first we had to get some photOs printed.

and thats when we found our new hideout (:

its SUCH a sexy place....we LOVE it!

anyway, we made 2 posters...

one saying 'happy 19th birthday' and the other saying 'bon voyage'.

the posters looked pretty cool.

for her big birthday card, we pasted photos of her & magazine cut outs..

then there was a big heart in the middle where everyone who came for the party signed in.

so YESTERDAY.

time to party!

after school, had soccer training.

god, it was SO boring!

im sticking to touchytouchy rugby! (:

we played soccer for a really short time cos it was raining heavily.

my shoes got soaked and my socks were completely DRENCHED!

but thats not all, i JUST had to jump onto this HUGE

sponge thing anf get my shorts & tshirt wet too!

of course, there was fatima...slapping my wet ass in front of everyone.

back to the party.

everyone arrived around 7ish..

we hid in the front garden and shouted surprise when div came in!

it was kinda wasted cos i bought 2 humongous poppers

to pop when she entered, but the damn thing didnt want to work.

when it finally did, we got div to stand in front of it

and we let all the confetti fall onto her.

so MAGICAL :)

okay, so we had dinner around 8ish..

then the pushing began!

shafia was the first to be pushed into the pool..but she wanted it so bad! :D

and before i knew it, there were 4 people holding

each arm and leg and swinging me into the pool!

DEJAVU!

it happened at the last party as well!

i was wearing jeans! and my new tshirt for drenched :(

BUT..what the hell! it was fun.

obviously everyone got pushed in...cept 2 people!

and god knows how, everyone started smashing cake on each others faces.

everything became so dirty!

there was cake all over the place!

anyway, around 11ish we started playing soccer.

it was impossible to see anyone cos everyone seemed to be wearing black

and the garden was ssuper dark.

but it was such a crazy game!

the final score was...im not sure really. but my team didnt win :(

then..it was back into the pool for poison ball and monkey!

we all got outta the pool round 12plus and walked the nasirs to the bustop!

we were walking along the residential area ~~singing~~ screaming backstreet boys songs! (practising for tuesday you see!) ;)

okay! thats about it.

we walked back to the 4 girls place, ordered macs at 2 frigging am, then knocked out.

one hell of a party!

congrats tara, it was not only a success, it was a BLAST! (:

and before ending this..

a BIGBIG congratulations to fatima!

she became an aunty on thursday! :D

do tha quiz

2006-01-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

Take My Quiz
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QuizYourFriends.com!

WANTED

2006-01-19T19:33:00.000+08:00

this has gone way past the limit!

URGENT!

pretend boyfriend needed for the next 4 weeks!

youre off on public holidays & weekends.

interested applicants, call me before monday!

god help me, all this insanity is making me go crazy

(and no you losers, i dont need him to satisfy my desires! its to show certain people where the boundaries are)

drained

2006-01-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

today was pretty good.

tiring but very fun!

i liiiike philip tan! he's sucha funny man (:

fat & funny men make life so much better!

anyway, after school i had council.

at first i was planning to leave after an hour and go for soccer...

but i LOVED it so much i just couldnt leave!

but im SURE it would be different if i was put into another group!

the boys in my group are HILARIOUS!

...and the councillors in-charge of our group are CRAZY but soso nice (:

we played some games, which were so embarrassing yet enjoyable!

AAAAND in the end our group was last place (ha!ha!), but i still LOVE my group (:

after council ended round 5, went for touchytouchy rugby with lynette & angela.

we played the ACTUAL game and its tough! and veryvery draining cos you just keep running all over the place. but we enjoyed ourselves..even though it ended at 7pm! :(

welll, thats about it i guess.

i dont think i can stay awake for america's next top model.

american idol was such a joke!

the contestants just keep getting goofier!

cant wait for singapooore idol (:

...and BJ just gave me a dare! he dared me to go for the singapore idol auditions.

i said, not yet :D

OGGY(:

2006-01-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

today was probably the last day with our OG.

im gonna miss them :(

we were the QUIETEST og on the first day of orientation,

but the loudest on the last day.

(this is excluding fatima's ridiculous group,

in which only SHE cheers!) :D

we finally got our CGs.

and im so elated cos i got my first choice subject combination!

god knows how im gonna cope with it, just gotta see how it goes.

ive got novia & FADILLA in my class!

what are the odds of both of us ending up in the SAME class :D

god works in wonderful ways!

now im in a dilemma...

managed to get into council, but i REALLYREALLY wanna join soccer.

and what sucks is that both ccas meet on the same day!

so i really cant decide!

nadia bajeeee...i need your HELP!

okay gotta run!

its time to see kk & tara's faces...again!

never gone

2006-01-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

im a HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY girl :)

yes, me & tara went to get our backstreet boys tickets! :D

we met at dhoby ghaut after school where kk turned up in his ib uniform..

its just the same as the NORMAL acs uniform, cept..it has a hugo boss tie.

all ib students can hate me for saying this, but its the UGLIEST tie ever!

i dont know, maybe some guys can pull it off...but kk couldnt!

and we kept BEGGING him to take it off, but he wouldnt listen :(

we were at the bank for almost half an hour cos tara had to withdraw some money.

then we headed to the sistic outlet at wisma to buy our tickets (((:

went to lido for lunch, where bad people eat bad food.

and you can also see gorgeous people from superteen.

i went to meet mel! my dearest loveliest meOw?

she looked so smart in her ralph lauren shirt and specs.

and she said she would give us a 20% discount :)

oooh, my parrtner is LOVE!

i was SO close to cabbing home,

but tara & khalid made me take the mrt!

and thanks to them i saved $10 :D

its funny...khalid, tara & mrt just DONT go together!

alright, its the finals of project runwaaaaay!

goodnight (:

plasmo baby

2006-01-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

ladies & gentlemen,

boys & girls...

please meet...my new BEST FRIEND!

OOOOH so sexxxxy!

we bought it ESPECIALLY for the world cup.

so if youre nice to me (or youre HOT),

ill invite you over to watch it with me! :D

in other news.....

i had 3 baths today!

talk about wasting water.

one before tuition (a bath which 2 people in tuition

i know NEVER EVER take, but they insist that they had a bath the night before!),

one after the cemetry and one after jogging.

i finallyfinally went for a good ass jog.

you know which part about jogging i LOVE the most?

its when youve been jogging for over 10mins...

and you stop for awhile to wal..

then you feel your face BURNING up,

like really burning up...and you can hear your heart beating in your ears!

thats what i love (:

ive gotten the 'go-ahead' to get my bsb tickets from my dad!

his, "okay, go for it" was MUSIC to my ears!

so me & tara are gonna get our tickets tmrw

here we come baby(:

le granddd

2006-01-15T17:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday was FAMILY DAAAAAY!

that is as exciting as it gets.

my mum was all keen about watching LE GRAND VOYAGE.

its a french cum arabic movie about the relationship between a father and son as they drive down from france to mecca.

we headed down to causeway point for the 10pm movie.

had lunch at siam kitchen, which i thought was gonna be brilliant...

but turned out to be nothing great.

everyone else seemed to love it though.

right, back to the movie.

it was pretty good, less than 30 people in the theatre!

and it was really cool to see them all in mecca! but at the same time scary cos there are over millions & millions of people there and the thought of being among all of them kinda makes you feel claustrophobic.

nevertheless, it was an alright movie. sadsad ending :(

anyway, its back to school tmrw!

i need to get my hands on the damn bsb tickets!

this is one concert im not gonna miss.

help wanted

2006-01-14T13:19:00.000+08:00

My computer is not giving me ANY sound at all,

so i tried to find a solution to the problem on the net...

This is what i got:

I am not hearing Sound from My Computer...
This is a very common problem and usually one of the easiest to solve. At least 80% of the time that we get called out to fix a "sound problem" it is simply a matter of turning up the volume.

DOh!

touchytouchy

2006-01-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

TODAY was so much fun!

lessons were boring as usual, but after school was funfunfun(:

since me, ftm & santo signed up for touch rugby...and ALOT of other CCAs,

we had to go for tryouts cum training today.

so after lunch at my place, we headed back to school for touchytouchy rugby!

it was so COOL!

ive never played such a mind-boggling (haha) game before!

and the seniors were so UBER nice (:

...who else to be in charge but MARK ROZALLES

-does hand wave thingy!-

haha, he's so weird...no one laughs at his jokes :D

anyway, we played from 4 till 630!

super tiring, but alot of fun!

me & ftm made special strategies which allowed us to get touchdowns!

but soon...others were copying our strategy :(

reached home only at 7.

the damn 153 bus rarely ever comes.

came home & my darling handydandy engineer of a brother fixed my internet!

so here i am using MY computer, feeling oh-so tired

in my PJS and getting ready to hit the sack!

GOOOOOODNIGHT! (:

moving on

2006-01-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

this post...is SPECIALLY for nadia baji(:

(i dont know why, maybe cos she asked me to update!)

anyway, things have been pretty good.

we've started lessons already.

it all seems pretty scary, but just gotta give it time!

...and thankyou nadia baji for re-assuring me bout my chemistry,

i just hope i get my choice of combination.

today i REALLY got a taste of JC life!

you know when you have no lessons in between,

and all you have to do is slack around for over 2 hours waiting for your next lesson.

YESS! that is what i LOVE about jc (:

so me & fad spent our 2 hours at the cafe which sells (overpriced, mind you)

hot dogs, waffles, burgers, ice-cream...and its all halal :D

then we had the cca talk,

after that was what they call the 'CCA BAZAAR'

it was pretty fun & amusing to see the seniors fighthing to get you into their CCA.

so i signed up for council! but then i just HAD to sign up for soccer!

mainly cos the teacher just kept going on&on&on about PASSION!

(PLUS! he's a liverpool fan! so its as though he was

sending me some telephatic message! LOL!)

....later we signed up for touch rugby!

haha, they were all like,

"CEDARIANS! JOIN RUGBYYYYY!"

what else?

OOOOH! i got a sweet from someone SO sweet! (:

helloo jesus!

shut up fatima!

miracles happen

2006-01-08T12:27:00.000+08:00

its so surprising how things change.

one minute youre dreading to step into a school...

and the next you dont feel like leaving.

orientation was alot of fun.

especially on the last day, when my OG really started bonding & winning games!

the campfire was good, cept it started raining so we had to head back into the hall.

im gonna miss the college dance with a cha-cha-cha

and the mass dance with a 5-6-7-8!

so its back to the books cum monday.

i just feel like we really let our OGLs down.

they were so super enthu about corinth, but we didnt win.

so that was pretty sad :(

me & fadilla were gonna crrrrrry!

thus, we have made our OGLs pretty cards (:

anyway, now then ive sorta settled in...

ive kinda calmed down about my Olevel results.

before i was so ~~afraid~~terrified that i wouldnt get into SA,

but now i dont really seem to mind where i go...

so i guess thats pretty good.

BUT ofcourse, i would LOVE to be able to get into SA.

we'll see....5 weeks to go!

OOH! im joining council in SR!

i really wanna see what its all about and whether ill enjoy it.

which i think i will cos the councillors in

our school are really thee nicest! & sweetest!

okay, gotta run (:

moving on

2006-01-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

they say that JC is almost like theee best years of your life!

why dont i feel it??

i hope things change...soon

...and it begins

2006-01-03T16:31:00.000+08:00

PLEASEPLEASE let tmrw be better

back to school

2006-01-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

my life as an SRJCian begins in less than 10 hours!

and im SO freaked out!

GOD, please make the next 3 months pass REALLY quicky,

if not...please let me HAVE SOME FUN!

to everyone, good luck for tmrw! (:

nye 2006

2006-01-02T10:58:00.000+08:00

new years eve was soooooooooooo FAB!

and the ONLY person who i KNOW will agree with me is khalid! :D

i didnt waste my money!

-dances around-

anyway, orchard road turns into india on new years eve.

but nevermind that, it was still so much fun!

we went to the party at taka....such a blast!

and i realised something.

singapore ACTUALLY has hot guys!

so i dont have to go allll the way to germany to find myself a husband :D

OOOOH. and its so much fun acting drunk & scaring old people!

HAHA! this new years eve was THEE BOMB! (:

2005

2005-12-31T14:35:00.000+08:00

i think a post summing up 2005 is way overdue.

so here goes...

there's so much to say!

2005 has been one heck of a year.

ive loved, lost, cried, laughed, failed, succeeded...

the most memorable parts of 2005 would have to be...

the BIG Os!

its always like, 6 months to go..2 months to go

and before we knew it, it was 1 day to go.

and those 2 weeks were the scariest yet the most exciting two weeks ever!

the sense of accomplishment & relief that washed over all of us was undescribable.

basically everything that happened throughout 2005 led up to the O levels.

everything we did seemed to revolve around the O levels.

even if it meant just enjoying ourselves,

there would just be this nagging voice at the back of our minds reminding us that,

" hey! youve got your BIG Os coming up!"

the countless tuitions, late nights and early mornings.

i just pray its all worth it!

then there was the DENGUE!

oh, horrible.

i just get so sick in the stomache when i think about it.

those were probably the worst 5 days of my life.

never EVER would i want to feel that way again!

the only upside to it was...well, losing weight :D

but anyway, thats all over now. thankgod

it was a madmad week for my family.

5 people bitten by the darn mosquito...

2 people taking leave of work just to take care of everyone.

it was chaotic & unbearable at times, but im sure there was a reason for it.

not forgetting, in august.

the demise of a loved one.

this may sound totally ridiculous...but i believe that i was still in the hospital on the day he passed away, because i wouldnt have been able to take it.

so, all i could think about was how horrible & sick

i felt and how much i wanted to get out of the damn hospital.

but anyway, thats another story for another day.

losing a loved one is hard..and it takes time to accept it.

i guess once you accept that

everyone will someday and somehow have to go, its alot easier to let got.

what else is there?

OHYEAH, my super sweet 16!

something thats OBVIOUSLY not gonna happen again.

(cos if i had a chance, i would go back to being 15!

so i could celebrate my sweet 16 AGAIN!)

anyhoo, it was a blast.

and i cant thank everyone enough for making

the day soso special for me and for making me feel like a princess :)

well , i guess the last thing left would be leaving cedar.

4 absolutely awesome years of my life.

the friends, teachers, events, laughter and all the love

will always be etched in my heart.

forever and always.

and NO, i dont regret going to cedar..though many a times i felt so let down by the school.

if youre choosing a school thats willing to mould you for the future and at the same time show you the time of your lide, go with cedar (:

so that's that!

everyone who has somehow or another made 2005 so brilliant for me..thankyou.

and for those of you who have made it suck so bad, thanks too!

cos ive only become stronger through every trial which has come my way this year.

its been a fabulous year..but lets hope 2006 is even better.

out with the old & in with the new!

goodbye 2005, hello 2006!

a fast one

2005-12-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

my computer has been down for the past 2 days,

but my sweetsweet brother has allowed me to update on HIS computer :D

its been a loong week and i have TONS&TONS of photos too upload & post.

i will as soon as my com is alive & kicking!

TODAY, went out with tara (:

we went to buy tickets for family stone at cine.

then we went SHOPPING!

bought pretty clips & SWEEET butterfly shoes.

shoppping, is LOVE <3

AND I must say, tara is one popular chick!

everywhere we turn there was a polka girl!

(either they ONLY hang out in orchard...or she has alot of friends)

family stone is pretty good.

its really a movie where you can laugh & cry!

but i found it a tad bit senseless.

and now im wondering, how can you marry a guy knowing that

he has slept with your sister?

and ALSO knowing that he was ONCE in love with your sister?

OKAY, i wont give too much away.

its a good movie...just not as great as NARNIA! :D

i think i forgot to mention in my earlier post that we watched narnia in jakarta.

the tickets there are like 6 bucks?

PLUS the seats are so comfortable.

anyway, i was so upset that the boys had chosen to watch narnia over wallace & gormit!

cos i thought that narnia was another lame ass lord of the rings cum harry potter movie.

BUT less than an hr into the movie, i realised that

it was THEE movie of the YEAR!

truthfully, its an AWESOME movie!

and i was telling khalid, the reviews in the newspaper DONT do it credit.

it deserves more than 4 stars.

another thing! i think indonesians are such sincere people.

i dont know what it was about everyone there...

but they all seemed so helpful & ready to help! (money or no money)!

there was just something so special in them that made them sseem so sincere.

something thats lacking in singapore..and malaysia

(i wont get sued for this right?)

okay, so i havent updated for a few days and im like vomitting everything out now.

ew?

anyway, my time's up.

hopefully my com will be back by tmrw!

people all over the world need to see suf as santaaaaa! (:

merry christmas from rafael benitez

2005-12-26T11:43:00.000+08:00

Wherever in the world you're reading this, I'd like to take a small moment out of your Christmas Day to wish all our supporters around the globe all the best for the festive period.

I'd heard a lot about the amazing reputation of the Liverpool supporters even before I joined the club last summer and this year you've proved to me, my staff and the players just why you're held in such high regard around the world.

It's been an incredible year - we've had some bad days but the great days and nights like the victories over Juventus, Chelsea and, of course, the final in Istanbul are the memories I'll take from 2005.

The scenes at Anfield when we beat Chelsea to reach the final are very hard for me to put into words. My English is improving all the time but even I find it hard to describe the emotions that you fans brought out in me on those nights.

Even at half-time in Istanbul, you never gave up on us and that is why I always say that the win over AC Milan is as much down to you as it was the players and staff at pitch level.

I have always believed that success only comes to those who work as a team and at Liverpool I believe the fans are very much part of our team. The joy on the faces of the fans when we toured the city on the open top bus after arriving back from Turkey will live with me, my staff and the players for the rest of our lives.

Lifting the European Cup has only made me more hungry for success at Liverpool. I want to see the same look on the faces of the fans again next year and I can promise everyone reading this that we will work harder than ever to bring back even more silverware to Anfield. Thank you for you support in 2005. Let's make 2006 even better still.

Happy Christmas,

Rafa

to EVERYONE!

2005-12-25T19:56:00.000+08:00

who cares what colour you are, how many watches you wear, or what your religion is?!

Have a

Merry Christmas!

rockin around the christmas tree...lalalalal! (:

oooh, i love the xmas season.

its so PRETTY!

christmas eve

2005-12-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

tara stayed over last night after our little cookie business.

at night we had some fun online...belittling alot of boys & making them cry.

boohoo. guys get horny so easily.

anyway, today we went to distribute our cookies.

we really wanted a santa caluse, cos we have the costume...but no one big enough!

(and by big i mean height wise, not width wise!)

so since my dearestloveliest BJ is far away in jakarta...i called up my sweetestdarling sufiyan!

and after begging him & telling him that it will put a smile on all the kids faces,

(and also telling him that he's like my big brother cos mines not here)

HE AGREEEED! :D

so we left home on mission #2!

picked up suf & got him all 'dolled up' in his suit.

(i REALLYREALLY wish i have pictures, but there's some problem

with the com & it WILL be fixed by tuesday! then...pictures galore!)

our first stop was the shukors.

everyone was soso excited when they saw santa!

(especially aunty shabnam! she kept on taking photos)

after spending round an hour there we headed to the 4 girls' place.

they couldnt stop laughing cos santa was FAT!

we stuffed a pillow up his shirt by the way!

then they all took turns sitting on his lap and taking pictures :D

too bad kk & all went to JB!

neelo khala would have LOVED to see santa

ahhhwell, maybe next year :)

ohhyeah and EVERYONE loved our coookies <33

and i LOVE OUR COOKIES TOO!

okay, i cant bear to update without pictures.

its TOO boring!

so thats about it.

3 hours to chrismas! (:

COOKIE COOKIE

2005-12-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

hellohello, today...LIFE was added to my LIFE!

I reallyreally wish i could upload ALL the pictures...but i cant!

so anyway, today tara came over for our NOT SO secret mission!

khalid, i dont know how you found out OR how much you paid people to have you find out..

all i know is that YOURE NOT GETTING ANY :D

so our secret mission was to bake chocolate chip cookies for xmas!

so after gng to red man and buying stuff, we headed back to my place to start!

our first batch was BAD! we followed a recipe i got off the net and

the measurements were SO screwed up.

the next few batches where good. BUT the last batch was THEEE BEST!

so we put prettypretty icing on the cookies and we're gonna

distribute em tmrw morning in the prettypretty boxes we made!

EXXXXCITING! I LOVELOVE THE CHRISTMAS SEASON!

OH! listen to kk's new theory.

i dont know if i can even call it a theory, its just a load of bull.

so anyway, its: You can ONLY celebrate christmas...if youre good-looking.

then he starts telling me a list of people who can celebrate, and who cant.

EVIL i tell ya! E.V.I.L!

Pwease?

2005-12-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

okay, so MAYBE bethany joy & kelly clarkson dont look so much alike..

(although i still FIRMLY BELIEVE that they do and

those of you who think that they don't are blind!)

i present to you, pair numero 2!

this is jessica alba from, well...ALOT of movies

(sin city, into the blue, if you still dont know who she is then youre daft)

and then there's vanessa minnillo, one of the hosts of TRL.

SOMEBODY......prove my sanity again!

tripsy

2005-12-22T14:03:00.000+08:00

okay, so i dont really want to go too in-depth about the trip.

mainly cos, i kinda forgot alot of things and

well, im just too damn lazy.

firstly, i have to say that jakarta is FOOD HAVEN.

almost EVERYTHING is halal.

everyday the food we tried just kept getting better & better!

there was japanese, brazilian, chinese, indonesian...the works baby!

my dad arrived on friday, so we headed to anyer beach saturday morning.

NEVER in my ENTIRE life have i had so much fun at a beach!

the waves were HUMONGOUS!

and when i say humongous i mean, huger than the waves in australia!

not only were the waves huge, they were rough!

so we rented boogie boards and huge tyres and

we RODE THE WAVES BABY!

it was so amazing!

its tough to actually catch a proper wave,

but when you do...you feel yourself riding it and youre high up in the sea,

its just amazing.

what i would give to do it all over again.

OF COURSE there were the wipeouts!

the waves were MAD. they just kept coming and coming.

you dont even have time to stand up cos

the under current pulls you in and another wave crashes on you.

sososo FABULOUS.

but as usual, no pain no gain.

we spent the next 2 days feeling BURNT.

my legs and arms were RED.

it hurt if anyone touched me or if i had a bath.

but, it was all worth it...seriously.

what else is there...

OHYEAH, go-karting!

me & the boys went go-karting twice!

first at an outdoor go-kart course, which was on the roof of a mall.

then after lunch we headed to an indoor go-kart course.

it was SOO much fun!

we go licences! like actual driving licenses!

mine says PRINCESS, Bj's says DICKTANNA and wasim's says WESTSIDE!

i think imran's said KALAKUTZ!

they actually called bj by that name! so hilarious!

im in LOOVE with go-karting.

it gives you this adrenaline rush! LOVE! <3

the houses in my auntys estate are HUUUUUUGE!

theyre like 13 room houses with a minimum of 3 cars!

plus there's a house which is used just to keep some guys' cars.

so he parks his cars there and a showcase of around 6 harley davidsons.

the people there are RICH!

wasim's new house is also gorgeous.

it has this indoor garden, lovely dining area...

spiral staircase, high-ceiling. beautiful (:

shopping was HEAVENLY!

i shopped...till i dropped!

bought a ton of new tops, jeans...everything baby! :D

ooooooh, jakarta is LOOOVE!

OHMYGOD!

i cant believe i forgot something soo important!

haha, on our 2nd night there,

we went for dinner at Churasco, this brazilian restaurant.

so after dinner, we roamed around the area and

there was this band performing in the open area.

they sounded really good, but had no audienece.

so we (being the compassionate beings that we are) went to watch them.

so they started singing DOWN by ricky martin.

and the guy singing kept calling me onto stage!

but i was like..NO WAY!

so BJ, (I SWEAR, i dont know WHAT got into him!)

grabbed me by the arm and pulled me on stage with him!

and i was like...WHAT IN GODS NAME AM I DOING HERE?

if theres ONE thing in this world i CANNOT do...its DANCE!

you can ask me to sing, cry, drive, act or talk!

but DO NOT make me dance!

ANYWAY! the singers made me & BJ stand in between them.

and i had to follow the girls dance steps, and BJ followed the guys.

I SWEAR, the crowd started to gather and i was turning red!

my whole family was sitting there laughing theyr butts off!

okayokay, i HAVE to admit...IT WAS FUN! :D

haha, as much as it was soso embarassing,

it was kinda cool and something to look back on

when im old and grey and laugh about. (:

alright, i THINK thats about it!

now im gettting hungry!

tara's coming over for our SECRET MISSION tmrw!

ooooh, exciting <3

ps, photos to be uploaded LATERR!

back..again

2005-12-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

im sick...again (surprise! surprise!)

had a fever the whole of last night & i only managed to fall alseep at 3am.

if there's one thing in the world i hate the most, its not being able to sleep.

so anyway, not really intending to update about my whole week in jakarta.

maybe tomorrow, when im in the mood.

i spent the whole day in this quietquiet house sleeping & reading my books.

i miss BJ! :(

burn baby burn

2005-12-12T19:40:00.000+08:00

im feeling rather...ACCOMPLISHED :D

ran on the treadmill for 25minutes till my heart was pounding

and my whole face turned pink!

hey, its a start!

OKAY, so maybe it was a bad idea.

i did it right after taking my medicine..so my chest was really hurting.

BUT i kept going...and it felt so good after i was done.

OF COURSE there was imran and his,

"You only ran for 5 minutes! Then you went to the toilet &

splashed water on your face to make it look like sweat!"

THANK YOU lil brother!

anyway, im leaving for jakarta tmrw!

AND im excited!

i wanna see the new house!

i CANT WAIT to see wasim after 4 months!

im gonna SHOP till i DROP this time!

...and the BEACH!

the waves at anyer beach are THE bomb (:

i'll be back on the 20th!

see ya (:

liverpudlian always

2005-12-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

okay, so its been REALLY long since i did an entry on soccer, or Liverpool...to be more precise.

and since i did almost NOTHING today,

(except walk around with a tissue in my hand, lump in my throat & feeling so giddy)

i shall UPDATE!

so let's see whats been happening recently.

well well, we were in Penang when peter crouch scored not only his first,

but his first TWO goals.

i was literally SQUEALING in delight.

i think we all knew he could do it, all he needed was that lil push.

BABY steps, BABY steps :D

i remember we missed the whole game cos we had gone out for dinner.

PLUS our room only had star sports & the game was on ESPN.

so imran was watching the highlights and he started shouting for me...

and the both of us (+ mohsin!) just stared in awe

watching crouch's TWO awesome awesome awesome goals!

so well done to mr fugly!

haha, i CANT help it! he's the uglist player in liverpool.

(and im still a GIRL!)

so there....what else?

we were in malaysia when liverpool played chelsea.

and i knew we were gonners cos imran told me gerrard & a whole lot of other players were injured. BUT we drew, so thats was COOL :)

OHYEAH and fatima!

there's a DJ in msia who supports chelsea!

so there...that adds up to,

1, 2, 3, 4! chelsea supporters in the world!

haha, kidding! LOVE you sexy (:

IN OTHER NEWS,

yesterdays game was soso brilliant!

i watched the first half..and it looked as though they were playing defence the whole time?

though gerrard did TRY to score.

game ended 2-0!

with TWO BLOODY GOALS from morientes.

thats too DAMN sexy ;)

...and so Pool's off to Japan today for the Club World Championship

ahh, we're gonna win it :D

OOOOh! AND THE WORLD CUP!

uncle pupah said that if i got less than 12 points for my Os,

he would buy me a ticket to Germany in JUNE!

but i doubt he even remembers saying that now!

(or he'll jus deny ever saying it! haha)

what the heck, next years' world cup's gonna be a total blast.

THOUGH I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A

PLASMA SCREEN TO WATCH IT ALL ON!

hahah, but its gonna be good.

cos GERMANY'S GONNA KICK ASS! :D

what i REALLY dont wanna see is

1) Brazil winning it for the...what? 6th time?

i hate Rivaldo's TOTALLY fake acting when he falls

(even my grandmother can act better than him)

2) germany vs england.

as much as ive always supported germany...

there's gerrard in england! and owen!

and ill be in absolute turmoil if that happens.

but i think it will! according to todays new paper!

OKAY! so ive been having the flu for the past 2 days.

its horrible. the last time i fell sick was with dengue....

and thats just filled with BAD memories.

hope i recover by tmrw!

im leaving for indonesia on tuesday!

im coming WASIM! IM COMING!

please line up all your sexy international friends at the put put golf course :D

(get some germans too!)

versus

2005-12-10T17:40:00.000+08:00

somebody PLEASE help me prove my sanity!

tell me im not the ONLY person in the world who think

bethany joy & kelly clarkson look soo alike!

our DAY out (:

2005-12-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

okay, so me & imran met up with khalid, mm, shafia & diviya for some hanging out.

we had absolutely no clue what to do...no plans

went to the arcade in cineleisure for some.. DAYTONA :D

i won, i won (:

then some air hockey, then lunch!

met up with shabana & shakeera and walked around wheelock place.

at around 4, the 4 girls came (looking so absolutely gorgeous!) after a wedding.

we decided to watch a movie at shaw...PRIME :)

bryan greenberg!

i cant believe they actually screamed when his name came on the screen.

AND we were all squealing in our seats when he came on.

the things one tree hill can do to people....

OOOH, theres a new movie coming out!

starring jenniffer aniston & mark ruffalo.

how HOT is that? ;)

sooo, thats basically my day.

planning to just waste time at home tmrw watching one tree hill.

things to do before jan 1st 2005!

1) get a damn hair cut

2) dye my hair with a colour which can ACTUALLY BE SEEN

3) lose some effing weight

4) try not to be so much like brooke davis :)

big brothers

2005-12-09T12:39:00.000+08:00

O~D says:
remember... you need me more than i need you
O~D says:
but that does not mean i dont need you
O~D says:
for we need each othwer
O~D says:
or the sky will fall
O~D says:
and chicken little will be right
I LOVE WASIM & IMRAN (: says:
HA
I LOVE WASIM & IMRAN (: says:
HA
I LOVE WASIM & IMRAN (: says:
HA

holiday-ing in malaysia

2005-12-08T13:16:00.000+08:00

okay, so lets do this!

this is gonna be a looong entry!

THURSDAY

we arrived in msia around 4ish.

zahid mamu picked us up and we went to the shop.

oooh, how we LOVE yow chuan (:

im not used to such LOOONG rides.

it took us almost one hour to get from the airport to yow chuan.

(okay, so its no longer called yow chuan! its just next to crown princess hotel)

first thing we did was go to the arcade!

i think its become a ritual to play countless rounds of daytona in ampang point.

we play over 10 rounds, AND i beat all the boys TWICE :D

2 of whom can ALREADY drive a REAL car.

im becoming better already :D :D :D

anyway, went back to my grandparents house and everyone came over.

basically there were 15 kids ranging from 1 year old to 21 years old!

so of course its hell of a lotta fun (:

the latest arrival! nadeera. oooohh, she is LOVE!

but i think shes gonna be the last & final cousin.

UNLESS my uncle suddenly decides to get married :D

so we had dinner, sat around talking then everyone left.

we ( me + siblings) shared a room on the 3rd floor with 2 beds.

so we play tahiti and speeeeeeed while munching on

potato chips & cuttlefish which gave me sucha bad stomach ache.

THEN...we finally fell asleep

FRIDAY

my dad drove down to KL.

so did neelo khala, khalid, mm, shafia & ria.

no sight of nadia baji or suf :(

we spent friday SHOPPING!

bought a few tops here & there at ampang point,

then headed to KLCC where there was a GREAT sale going on.

but SURPRISE SURPRISE, i didnt buy a THING!

i was looking around...and there was nothing i needed! or for even WANTED!

it was FREAKY.

after KLCC, we met up with the boys & zahid mamu took us to petaling street.

OOOOOOH, petaling street is absolute LOVELOVELOVE (:

we bought DVDssss (: & tops & jackets!

anyway, my dad & kk's family went to my grandparents place..

everyone came over again for dinner.

its really NOISY as hell, but the fathers can all handle it, so what the hell.

we planned for our penang trip the next day.

3 cars, ALOT of people.

SATURDAY

we left KL for penang around 9 in the morning.

of course, there was the usual jam that irritated the hell outta kk & me!

but soon, we hit the highway and it was smooth sailing all the way.

plugged in the Pod & fell asleep for around an hour.

when we stopped for some sandwiches & a toilet break, we found out that my other aunty who had decided not to follow us to penang was coming!

apparently nazia had been crying the whole night..so her father booked a hotel room that morning and they quickly packed their stuff and headed for penang :D

anyway, we reached penang around 2 or 3?

checked into our hotel, HOLIDAY INN (:

everyone changed & we headed to the beach!

OHmyGOD! it was SOOO much fun!

i went jet-skiing with BJ and rode the BANANA BOAT!

it was...WOW! :D

ohyeah, there was ANOTHER surprise!

zahid mamu decided to come along too!

we were all having KFC near the pool when my aunty shouted,

"SHAH RUKH KHAN IS HERE!"

so i turned (of course i believed her!) and saw my uncle walking along the beach!

haha, it was hilarious how all the kids ran towards him with everyone else staring in awe!

so we headed back to the hotel round 5ish to bathe and get ready for dinner.

all of us the went to marina bay ( this time 4 cars!)

for dinner. one car ran off to some other place.

anyway, the food we had was soso excellent!

i had nasi goreng ayam and the sambal was so delicious!

plus the satay was great.

after dinner, we went to a HUUUGE pasar malam

which was set up just outside our hotel.

ALOT of great stuff.

bought my one tree hill season 1! :D

& MEAN GIRLSSSS.

khalid almost bought the whole pasar malam.

now he can open a ZOO!

kidding kk! ;) (okay, im NOT! he bought lizards & snakes & weird stuff!)

SUNDAY

each room allowed 4 people to have free breakfast.

so 16 of us (plus some cheaters) headed down for breakfast which was amazing.

they had EVERYTHING you could think of.

from cold cuts to cereal to nasi lemak to waffles.

LOVED it (:

aftr breakfast we went to the games room there.

played pool & darts &....catching? :)

AND AGAIN..we headed to the beach.

first we played soccer on the sand (which was almost impossible),

then we ATTEMPTED to play volleyball in the water.

spent hours & hours in the water.

it was REALLY a ot of fun!

...till my dad got stung by a jelly fish & we all ran out!

he had red marks all over his chest...it was SCARY!

the life guard at the pool gave him vinegar to pour over it.

plus, he had to pour pee over it :\

we went back to our hotel rooms to bathe...

then imran rented dvd player.

i called khalid & mm to our room and we watched mean girls (:

sooo....FETCH!

then all 25 of us went to nandos at gurney plaza for dinner.

FOOD was good there, as usual!

after dinner, me & BJ went to kks room and told jokes after jokes.

as usual, nobody laughs at my jokes :(

either they dont find it funny, or they dont get it.

(id go with the latter!) :D

once we got tired, we headed back to our room.

my parents & imran were watching the exorcism of emily rose!

too FREAKY to watch! so i went straight to bed.

(OKAY! i did say this entry was gonna be long! ill try to keep it short now)

MONDAY

we headed back to KL around 12 and reach round 5ish.

everyone was too tired to do anything, so we basically slacked around that night!

TUESDAY

my dad & BJ drove back to SG.

rest of us went to KLCC.

after awhile, i followed imran, mm & rafiq back to yow chuan.

we played daytona ENDLESSLY!

after we got tired of it, we had lunch...

kyros kebabs is DELICIOUS!

then we headed to TOYS R US to buy random things

...like mm's cushion soccer ball.

played soccer along the corridors of the carpet shops.

me & mm against rafiz & imran!

we won 5-2 :D

thenthen, went for a headwash...and tried smth which i SHOULD not have.

but...forget it now!

went back to ampang point for MORE daytona cos mm cant seem to get enough!

round 7ish, we headed to rafiq's house for dinner.

they renovated their house & it looks GORGEOUS!

everyone met up there & we had a great dinner

plus watched a lil salaam namaste on their 42 inch plasma screen!

whoa baby.

WEDNESDAY (yesterday)

slacked around my grandparents place till it was time to leave for the airport.

everyone came over to say goodbye :(

im gonna miss all of them

even the whole bunch of little girls who cant sit down still for a sec!

haha, and nadeera especially (:

OKAY, so thats about it.

it was an amazing holiday cos of the time spent with loved ones.

AND NADIA BAJI, we were constantly thinking of you & suf.

you guys would have really enjoyed yourselves.

once youre done in UK & AUST...we can do it all over again! :D

ALL the photos are in flickr!

click the box on the left! (:

back home

2005-12-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

got back home round 7ish!

first thing i did was watch one tree hill season one!

i got the whole season for RM32! thats $16! AND its SUPERDUPER cleaaaarrr!

but anyway, im GONNA update bout my amazing trip, but not tonight.

i'll do it tmrw, once all the photos have been uploaded!

so for now, its goodnight (:

GOODbye(:

2005-11-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

.....and im off!

for a super-duper fun week in Malaysia.

screw all of you who said m'sia is NO FUN!

its ABSOLUTELY faaaaab when you have great company, great food,

great shopping & lotsa $$$ to top it off!

look out for my update (plus loadsa pictures) when i get back on the 7th! :D

take care lovelies (:

(im gonna miss my ONE TREE HILLL!!!! ) :(

all the love in the world

2005-11-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

i remember in secondary 1, or maybe earlier..

i would look around and when i saw someone who was pretty or had something that i happened to crave for, id tell myself: i wish i was her

i remember during our induction ceremony, hannah was sitting in front of me.

of course then i didnt know her! and i thought, "she's soo pretty! i wish i was her"

then there was malay class.

(BY THE WAY, this is my blog & i will write whatever i want, everything uncovered...well, mostly everything :D )

anyway, i saw smaz and she just seemed like...perfect?

and i told myself again, " i wish i was her"

god, this went on forever.

and really, im not sure what it was that made me want to be someone else, but myself.

it definitely was not insecurity...cos ive been pretty darn lucky with great family & friends.

sometimes i wonder...was it jealousy?

i BET there are so many other girls, OR...boys? x)

who do the EXACT same thing.

and im not here to judge anybody...

i just wanna say....that if TODAY you were to come up to me and ask me,

"if you could be any one person in the world, who would you be?"

my answer would simply be, Aisha.

One of the princesses of the Chaudhry family ( AND proud of it, might i add!)

things have changed over the years.

and along the way i not only realised what life was TRULY about, i also realised how crucial it is to actually accept who you are.

so its really not about wanting to be someone else,

even if youre FAT (like me) or ANNOYING (like tara!)

its all about lovin you.

i dont know what spurrred me on and made me do this entry.

i was just BORED!

(actually im waiting for ifra to send me OTH episode 4!)

OKAY, nightynight lovelies

razzrrrr

2005-11-29T14:38:00.000+08:00

i want it! i want it SOOOOOOO BAAAAAD!

ISNT IT BEAUTIFUL?

books are <3

2005-11-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

GLAAAAAAD :D

i welcome 2 new books to my family of...books :)

ive been DYING for new books!

especially 'where rainbows end' by catherine ahern.

she's ONLY 21..which explains her sorta plain style of writing.

YET i LOVE her books.

PS I Love You is by far my favourite book!

so....i cut my hair today.

just the fringe and thinned it a lil.

if i wake up early tmrw...then MAYBE i can go dye my hair! :D

having absolutely nothing to do leads to waking up at 11am.

nah, not good!

OKAY! one tree hill episode 2 is 99% complete.

im becoming a OTH freak...its scary really!

HARRY putter

2005-11-28T11:21:00.000+08:00

so its PEYTON not patent.

god....stupidity at its BEST!

i just watched season 3 episode 1!

darn episodes 2 & 3 refuse to download.

AND NADIA BAJI, im still an OC fan,

ive just....discovered how great one tree hill is! :D

i mean, for the past 1 year ive been watching it on and off...

(what with tuition & Os & everything else)

but i FINALLY got to watch everything...and everything seemed to fall into place so nicely.

everything made sense...and then the tears come flowing out

cos you FINALLY understand the whole story.

oooooh, i love OTH! (:

in other news, just went for harry potter & the goblet of fire at the omni theatre.

i dont think i EVER wanna watch anything there again.

its such a bother having to look here there and all over.

anyway, movie wasnt as great as i thought it would be....

left me hanging! but BJ said its mainly for those who have READ the book.

too bad for me then!

arrrright, its another day of 'what-to-do's tmrw!

should be fun (:

gooooodnight.

prom night

2005-11-27T00:06:00.000+08:00

to nadia baji:

im fat. but im willing to put all that aside because of how much i love you.

i wasnt gonna do this, but its specially for you.

to nureen:

HELLO GULLIBLE SINGH!

which fool would delete all her prom pics????

i would rather show it to your guys first, let ya'll laugh at me, make me cry, force ya'll to line up and tell me im beautiful THEN delete it! :D

i present to you, Prom Night 2005.

in other news, for the past 2 days!

ive been up till 3 am finishing up one tree hill season 2!

AND ALL I THINK ABOUT IS TREE HILL!

im so in loove with peyton & jake!

(sorry nureeen!)

and hayley & nathan!

and brooke & lucas!

ooooooooooohhh! one tree hill is LOVELOVELOVE(:

freedom is soooo fine it blows my mind! :D

AND since this entry seems to be so perky,

me & shaza won a competition!

its stila's plain face contest!

and we won a free stila makeover & stila make-up!

OOHHH. sexy! (:

im gonna ~~dieeeee~~ DYE my hair tmrw! :D

picturres

2005-11-26T20:26:00.000+08:00

so prom was a total blast!
dancing was uberrrr fun :D
my fatness was not.

im trying so hard right now to stick to a strict diet.

keyword: TRYING :D

anyway, here are the pics of my lil outing with kk, tara & dania.

still uploading the prom pics.

sorry, but i HATE it all :(

not becaus of all the gorgeous people who are in it though!

by the way...everyone looked so fabulous!

everywhere you turned there were so many girls looking so stunning!

me & fatima were just standing there in awe! haha :D

i'll post the prom pics sooooon!

BSB LOVE!

2005-11-25T16:18:00.000+08:00

THEY'RE COMING TO SINGAPORE!

ohmygawdd, nadia baji if youre here in january then you can go for it AGAIN!

backstreeeeeeet boys! their concert is gonna be better than blues!

i sound like im 7 years old. but WHO CARES? :D

backstreet boys are coming to singapore!

(so prom's in a hour, but im too excited over this to care)

CHUBS

2005-11-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

IM TOO FAT FOR PROM!!!!!!!

:( :( :( :( :( :( :(

CRAAAAZZZZZZY! :|

2005-11-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

okay, so i had a great day yesterday in town with tara, khalid & dania!

plus a cool sleepover with the 4 girls!

one tree hill addiction...its driving me CRAZY!

so PROM is tmrw and i just got my top TODAY!

and my jewelry TODAY!

and made hair appointments TODAY!

its been a CRAZYCRAZY week!

and im typing so fast cos i just wanna post a short entry,

andand photos will be posted as soon as possible!

so wish me luck for prom, and TATA! (:

lovelove

:D :D :D :D :D

2005-11-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

IT'S OVVVERRRRRRRR!

ALL OVVVVEERRRRRRR!

free like a little birdie :)

1 day to freedom

2005-11-21T13:12:00.000+08:00

the past 5 days have been moving re-aaaa-lllyyy slowly!

25 hours to the VERY VERY last paper.

then its pure, bliss, fabulous freeedom!

going to chill at the beach with my darlings after tmrws paper!

shopping & gossiping & 'movie-marathoning' with tara & khalid on wednesday!

last minute shopping + pedicure for prom on thursday + maybe lotsa cycling with imran!

THEN TA-DAAAAH! PROM NIGHT ON FRIDAY :D

cant wait! i hope tmrws paper isnt a killer...

or i know it will just RUIN my mood for the entire week!

every paper has been pretty good, EXCEPT amaths paper 1 which made me cry so much!

i ~~do not~~ never cry over papers being bad!

(except in PRIMARY 6! the PSLE maths paper was a killer. and when i came home, i found out that my baby kitten died! .....but thats a story for another day!)

i LOVE LOVE amaths! but it let me down :( or rather, i let it down.

and lit paper 1! i dont care about whether their r'ship will work out!

i wanted to write all about mr hooper! but nevermind, paper 2 was pretty okay .

i swear, im becoming TOO random.

OKAY! im off for the VERY LAST tuition of the yeaaaar! :D

TO nadia baji, with love

2005-11-19T08:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!

To the MOST beautiful, loving, intelligent, SEXIEST! and FAB cousin, friend, princess sister, sweeeeeetheart..

Have a great 21st birthday.

Wish we could all be there to spend it with you.

If i wasnt having my Os, id fly myself all the way to you.

LOVE you loads :)

-MUACKS!-

almost there

2005-11-18T16:03:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO! (: im back, back back in action!

though the Os arent over yet!

there's still phy/chem mcq on tuesday.

tuesday seems so farfarfar away :(

but anyway, ive been acting as though the Os are so over.

YESTERDAY, after amath paper 2.

(which was absolute LOVE i swear!)

went bowling with za and preetz at katong.

we went ALL THE BLOODY way to kallang...

and leisure park has BLOODY closed down.

za: "ooohhh, i should have checked!"

sorry, but i absolutely have to digress for awhile!

sir is supersosupersosuper sweeeet (:

yesterday morning, he called my phone at like 7 am when i was getting ready for school.

and he was like,

"i woke up at 6am..then i told aunty razia that i have to call you cos yesterday you were so nervous about the paper. so dont be so afraid! the paper will be easy and youre good in amaths!"

i was so touched i actually teared! i LOVELOVE sir! 6 years baby :D

okay, so anyway. bowling!

our luck was BAD. it was seniors "nite"!

i mean, we got to bowl...but we also had to listen to the senior citizens karaoke-ing!

butbut, some of them were so superly-duperly cuute.

they were waltzing with each other & stuff like that.

and some were so emotional and amusing when they sang.

i just realized how bad i am at bowling.

all along i thought i was pretty okay in it.

but to lose to zahra! MAN, i must really suck at it.

so anyway, left there around 5ish then came home.

neelo khala came to drop mm off, so followed her home to give khalid a surprise!

BUT, twas wasted :(

he was near the door when i entered.

no throwing a bucket of water over his head.

next time maybe :)

we walked to astiva.

this ice-cream place nearby and indulged in what was the best waffle and ice-cream i have EVER tasted. it was so fabulous....BETTER THAN BEN&JERRYS!

headed to tara's place to give HER A SURPRISE!

we slowly creeped up to her room, and we could hear her and dania singing SO loudly.

then we barged in and i think she just stopped for a moment to try and realize what was going on! we couldnt stay long cos tara had history the next day, which is today!

and dania had chem! her As end today! :D

talked & gossiped & talked for round an hour then me & khalid headed back.

ANDAND on the way back...we decided to indulge AGAIN! (:

i know ive gained weight! everyones been telling me (thankyou very much)

well actually, 4kgs to be exact!

OHMYGOD! but i eat ALOT when im stressed.

and i know my body.

i gain weight VERY fast and i lose weight very fast!

so its all good(:

anyway, it was good catching up with khalid.

last time we talked face 2 face was on eid...

and that was A LOONG time ago :D

so yesterday was funfun. thanks kk! (:

okay, im freaked by certain people at certain places.

they seem so needy....and it just freaked me out.

so that's my entry for today!

tuesday...COME FAST!

SHOPPING! FACIALS! MOVIES! BOOKS! AND BOYS! LOVELOVELOVE! :)

actung!

2005-11-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

ON HIATUS TILL 22ND NOVEMBER

Working to Make her Dream a Reality...

M.I.A

2005-11-01T17:23:00.000+08:00

i have so much to say!

i have so many pictures to paste!

BUT....(cmon, there's always a BUT)

i have no time! Os are in 7 5 frickin days!

andand my bluetooth connection is being an absolute bitch!

so i cant upload any pictures.

BUT, this one's from my sis's camera.

halloween on monday, all the kiddos of clifton vale went trick or treating.

it was SUPER cute!

thats us 4, in front of the gate me & BJ decorated with spider webs! :D

okay, nightnight lovlies

to bj, with love

2005-10-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

to the smartest, sexiest, most charming brother a girl could ask for...

Happy 21st Birthday!

May you succeed in EVERYTHING you do...
and stay absolutely gorgeous (:

with TOO much love,
your alysa

almost 21

2005-10-27T17:56:00.000+08:00

miss leong's leaving cedar for AJC.
she's been one heck of a FAB principal.
guess it was time for her to move on, just like us (:

YESTERDAY was spent with tawa.
we studied from 10 till 6 at pp macs.
we did the MOST difficult ss chapter!
not so difficult for us anymore ;)
it was hard to understand and memorize the facts,
so we made stories out of the pictures all over macs.
now we remember em :D

anyway, spent around an hour or less making BJs bday present.

the materials

the artists

AND.....the final piece!

which i will post tomorrow! :D
(just in case BJ, though the chances are very slim, comes to my blog)
i hope he sees it as smth priceless....and not cheapskate :(
IF i had more time, i would make his 21st a blast.
but i dont! so...maybe after the Os?

in other news!
i saw the sexiestSEXIEST mat possibly alive on planet ~~earth~~SINGAPORE!.
let's just forgo the wedding in hyatt and marry a mat under the void deck.
YAY for me :)

all i haaave

2005-10-24T17:45:00.000+08:00

i was going to update on something rather...intellectual.
BUT i forgot what it was :D
anyhow, feeeyah's here!
for her annual buka puasa at my place (:
....and she's one lucky fart, cos my mum always cooks what she wants!

LOOK! she has orange superstars! and i have PINK!
so we swapped a shoe each,
and TADAAAAAA! :D

i remember in sec 1? or 2?
my FAVOURITE quote! qoute! (i can never get the spelling right OMG!).
anyway, it was,
"Someday my prince will come. He just took the wrong turn, got lost and
is too stubborn to ask for directions"
haha, i LOVEloveLOVE it(:
so if anyone sees a tall, fair and handsome guy walking on the street with a super confused look on his face, please direct him to my place.
i will be FOREVER indebted to you.

OKAY! back to feeeyah!
that fart just wants to sit there and study her life away.
but thats what all of us should be doing!
HELLO NEW ROLE MODEL! :D

arright, later lovlies.

a FAV!

2005-10-24T01:23:00.000+08:00

i am IN LOVE.
with an author! :D
my new FAVOURITE author,
Marian Keyes.
i LOVE many authors..
catherine ahern's amateur-ish style of writing surprisingly appeals to me.
paulo coehlo's unique analagies in all his books.
but Marian Keyes.
OHmyGOD! i LOVE her style of writing.

im barely half way through her book, Watermelon,
and ive already fallen head over heels with her writing.

"And I'm sorry to do this to you but I'm going to have to use a lot of cliches here.
I can see no other way round it.
I'm ashamed to tell you that I was walking on air.
And I'm even sorrier to have to tell you that I felt like I'd known him all my life.
And I'm going to compound things by telling you that I felt that no one understood me that way that he did. And as I've lost all credibility with you I might as well tell you that I didn't think it was possible to be this happy"

SEE! she makes it seem so personal.
i LOVEloveLOVE it! :D

but, ive gotta put all my readings on a hold for now.
its FAR TOO time consuming...and such a distraction!

OH! and i have more.
(im not sure whether i'll be charged for defamation!)
BUT catherine lim is a REALLY bad author.
im NOT being racist, or regional-ist (???) but she's just not my kind.
i bought a book of hers, called: Unhurried Thoughts at my Funeral.
And the characters had no REAL names.
it was like, "Mr J said that Mr K told Auntie X that he loves Auntie L"
SERIOUSLY! she used alphabets instead of names.
WHICH is a total TURN OFF!
(okay, im gonna stop before i get sued)

i cannot wait for the Os to be over.
i can buy tons of BOOKS! :D
(i sound like a complete nerd, but seriously,
id rather snuggle up with a good book then go out!
OMG LOSER! yay for me)

arright, goodnight lovlies.

ps: if youre done with your exams! go get a book by marian keyes.
i heard The Other Side of the Story is good as well!

arrrrrrrr-JAY!

2005-10-21T20:28:00.000+08:00

TODAY! banibani taught me a lesson.
work hard, and the rewards will be plenty! :D
rewards in the form of a renowned college,
a humongous-ly gorgeous school...
and of course, getting to see hot guys FIVE times a week!
so thankyou bani!
and youre a SUPER befriender :))

OHHH! im got something very beautiful in my posession!

yesyes, stop squealing!
it is LEE RYAN'S solo album.
he just looks so drool-worthy in all the pictures.
but....i see a receding hair line ! ! ! !
hmmm, the BALDer...the SEXier :D
the songs are all really soulful.
but his range is so high, i dont understand
why he didn't show it off in the cd.

...and its off to the books. yet again.

PRACTICALlly dead :(

2005-10-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

im DEPRESSED over the totally effed up practicals!
olevels are gonna be so screwed up!
excuse me, while i drown my sorrows!

In other news,
we had buka puasa at our place today.
basically the usual crowd.
was fun, but tiring!
i feel as though i wasted 2 hours of studying!
OKAY! i should NOT be here right now.
shall go on hiatus SOON, very soon (:
goodnight lovlies...

For Shaza, with love

2005-10-18T15:09:00.000+08:00

beginning of an end

2005-10-16T13:46:00.000+08:00

friday was the last day of school.
after 2 lessons, we practised for grad ceremony.
EVERYONE was taking countless photos.
we'll not only have the memories to bring with us,
but the gorgeous photos!

im gonna miss the constant soccer rivalry!
i dont think i will ever meet a chelsea fan as passionate as fatima!

the 4 people who NEVER fail to make me smile.
i dont know what im gonna do without you guys.
thankyou za for ALWAYS being there and going out of your way to help me.
thankyou ruby for showing me so much love, and withstanding my bitching!
thankyou shaza for ALWAYS being able to make me smile & laugh,
no matter how sad i may be.

to my 3 darlings,
THANKYOU for showing me the real meaning of a true friendship.

BELLA, youve been a huge part of my life for the past 4 years.
and you can be sure that every memory i have of you will always be kept close to my heart.
thankyou for everything. i love you!

HAIRIN, no one was able to make such a huge impact on me like you did.
we hated each other in sec 1 & 2...
and now im wondering how im gonna live without you.
your craziness, your hugs, your kisses, your wacky dances.
ill invite you to my wedding baby ;)
i LOVE you VERY much!

PAUU, you were always there to listen to my rants.
whether it was about guys, studies or life.
hopefully we'll end up in the same JC. loveyou (:

MEL, we had some great times together.
especially sitting together for half a year.
ill always remember your whining, bimboness, our cheerleading times, our hsl dance
and of course, your beautiful smile.
study hard babe, you'll only get one chance at this.

SIEWY, youre an absolutely fab partner!
thankyou for the hersheys & the very sweet note.
and thankyou for ALWAYSALWAYS being willing to clear any doubts i have despite how engrossed in your work you may be.
ive never met someone so passionate about their work and yet so helpful.
its gonna be 6 points for you babe. takkare (:

FATIMA! mrs lampard! DUUUUDE! youre crazy, youre wacky and just a lil unstable.
but i LOVE you and i'll miss your retarded laughter.
study hard, and have MORE babies! :D

ive gotta run now! more updates later.
ive uploaded MOST of the photos onto flickr.
so go check it out.

last day

2005-10-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

we had our last few lessons in class today.

no more siewy next to me.
no more turning around to irritate hairin and za.
no more hand wiggling with bella.
no more pissing manpreet off SIDEWAYS.
no more man u vs liverpool fights with latifah.
no more turning ard to stare at something comical ftm said.
no more leaning my head out to say smth important to pauu!
no more watching clarinda and juliana sleep in class.
no more writing the date, day & attendance on the board.
no more watching our hairin get so worked up and start dancing in class.
no more lessons with mdm lum, mr chia, mr lim, mrs choo..
no more endless stories from mrs foo!
no more begging 4S to pay me.

damn, im gonna miss it all.

this is my last goodbye

2005-10-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

EVEN my whiteboard is SAAAAAADD! :(
it started off with 10 days, now there's only 1 left.

GOODBYE cedar

EX-cedarian

2005-10-09T02:58:00.000+08:00

this time next week,
we'll be labelled as ex-cedarians!
feeling a sense of mixed emotions.

on one hand, cedar has pushed my confidence level to an all time low.
year after year.
and at times, i felt as though i didnt get even a little respect from certain teachers.
everyone deserves respect right? even us students.
no matter how much i hated a teacher, when the time comes...
i would show her my due respect.
because after all, we've been brought up to respect anyone who is older than us.

on the other hand, the friendships ive made in cedar. irreplaceable!
people like za, bella, ruby, shaza baby!, hairin, afiyah, pauu, mel...and the list just goes on.
all the fun memories we've had, doing ridiculous things!
i was able to open up more in this school with friends who are INSANE!
but that's why i LOVE them so much!

of course, the teachers who definitely made an impact in my life.
mr chia, mr khoo, mrs choo, mr tay!, mdm lum!, cikgu :)

i remember how much i cried when i realised my PSLE aggregate wouldnt get me into cedar.
then, i was my DREAM school. (MAINLY cos of the uniform!)
yes, superficial. laa-dee-dah!
only one word can describe how i felt when i got my posting results. exhilaration.

its been 4 great years in cedar.
right now, i dont know where im headed for the first 3 months.
but what im so sure of, is that every memory i have of being a cedarian...
will always, always remain close to my heart.

to the graduation class of 2005,
make the best of this last week.
then, we're on our own

happy birthday imran

2005-10-07T20:21:00.000+08:00

glass window

2005-10-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

take some time of your busy schedule,
look out of the window and at the gorgeous new moon.
not only does it look exceptional, next to it is A star.
one small shining star, in the pitch black sky.
together, they look like the crescent and star atop mosques.
so take some time now, and go look out your window

jerry loves ben

2005-10-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

another eventful day.
ive got back all my prelims papers,
and my L1R5 is...SAD.
hopefully with moderation, i'll be able to make it into a JC.

anyway, studied at starbucks with shalom before tll.
sindhu came later. and then the fun began :D
we went to get ben & jerrys ice-cream.
and they had my FAVOURITE flavour!
chocolate brownie fudge :)))

OOOOOHHHH! sexysexy! we LOVE ben, we LOVE jerry!

yes sindhuuuu....i was having an ****** :D

...and in the end :(

went for 40th day prayers today.
i think it finally sunk it, for almost everyone.
so the moods were better.

i saw this little boy, so i said.."HERRO"
and asked him for one of the two custard pies he was holding.
then he passed it to me, and took it back before i could take it.
"this for my friend" so cuute omg!
then after awhile he ran to get me some kuih!
I THINK IM IN LOOVE!

usuallly i HATE almost all kuihs, but i felt obliged to eat this one up!

and its back to the books!

tough luck

2005-09-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

reenactment in process

"za passed me my paper and i just stared at it in disbelief.
i was so sure that they made a mistake calculating my marks.
VERY sure. when it finally hit me, the tears just flowed.
and it didnt stop.
i called my mum from the toilet and broke down again.
she sounded upset, though she tried not to.
i let her down....yet again."

i might not be able to gain admission into a JC for the first three months.
but im so so sick of moping around and making nonsensical excuses for myself.
ftm, youre right. no wait, im right! :D
there's a reason for everything.
heck, if God wanted me to get into a JC, i would.
He's obviously got better plans for me for the first three months.
But for the Olevels, im gonna kick some ass.
ZA, youre the most valuable friend anyone could ever ask for.

finished my Quran (muslims holy book) today.
felt a sense of accomplishment.
had to read the last page in front of everyone,
then the dough came in :D

to the most supportive sister in the world. thank you, love you (:

grade up

2005-09-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

we got into a accident today morning!

i was rushing imran into the car,
cos ms leong scolded me yesterday for being...later than her :|
so at last we were early! but NOOO! some young punk HAD to hit our car from the back.
he blatantly told my mum the damage was very little and at first refused to give his particulars.
sadly, i felt bad for him! cos he's so young, and his parents will probably screw him.
anyway, we'll see what happens.
thankfully ms lavina's husband stopped and they gave me a lift to school.
MUCHMUCH love!

RESULTS! today we got back malay, amaths and english.
ENGLISH! VERY dissapointing and..unbelievable!
i REALLY thought that summaries were my strength, but not this time :(
my results really upsetted me.
there goes SA for the first three months
i dont wanna say more.

choices

2005-09-27T18:33:00.000+08:00

choosing a junior college is probably the most difficult choice i might have to make thus far.
my heart was REALLY all set on SAJC.
but their presentation today did nothing to spur me on.
VERY surprisingly, i was suddenly very impressed by ACJC and VJC.
i suddenly felt a strong urge to go to either.
mainly because of theatre studies & drama, which can be used as an A-level subject.
(ALSO cos VJC is a 5 minute walk from the beach!)
i felt that SAJC didnt even make an effort to intice us.
damn it, even HCI did!

my heart is screaming for SA, my mind is telling me AC or VJ.
anyway, its all about working hard now...
then with my results, hopefully i'll know what to do.

TODAY. studied with syin in macs.
finishing my june 2004 paper!
oohh egg-citing! i love maths!
results are coming out tomorrow!
if i dont get into a JC, im going to jkt for first 3 months.
TO SEE WASIM :)))))

syin finished a SUPER thick book in less than 3 hours.
amazing....annoying!

HILARIOUS! no one would think that sindhu would l
ook so confused reading a BOOK!

can you believe it?!!! for the FIRST time ever,
she couldnt finish her food!

tsktsk

battle of the Pod & Zen!

i was ATTEMPTING to pose while listening to both the zen & pod.

anyway, we left for bugis round 4ish.
i needed to get my white top for the skirt ensemble :D
managed to get one from giordano.
went to meet my sis in her office, then we headed home

the taxi driver was SO nice! talking to us about digital cameras and how good his is.
and his command of english was so excellent!
if he can speak proper english, i DO NOT understand why girls in our school cannot.
(no, im not putting him down! i <3>

okay! time for khalid, tawa and a wittle man called 'sir'

love

2005-09-26T17:43:00.000+08:00

i found this poem online.
liked it alot, so thought id post it here.

A time and a place
the heart is never spared
but true love is a passion
a thought of self repair

if there was truly an emotion
to set all feelings to one side
its the power of love and devotion
that warms from deep inside

a feeling so truly soft
yet utterly so pure
a feeling of giving love
a feeling so sure

considering every angle
justifying whats truly inside
reading the thoughts of all loved ones
debating whats feelings to never hide

no one thinking of the pain
that grips and tears away
but the ones who love you dearly
and whos passion is inside to stay

theres a time and place for all emotions
but some are better left inside
some are never to be shown
their just there to hide

goodbye vouchers

2005-09-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

TODAY was pretty eventful.
(compared to the past few weeks OFCOURSE!)
was forced into going for tuition in the morning.
i wanted to stay at home cos the MP and some other people were visiting all
the houses hit with dengue. AND i was hoping there would be a camera nearby :D
but NOOO, i was off to tuition!
and when the MP came, my sister told them that my parents were not at home.
CLEARLY they could see the cars parked inside the house.

forget that! tuition was entertaining!
we kept arguing about this STUPID sum which i refused to accept!
MATHS; makes up the building blocks of migranes
AND yet, i LOVE it :)

learning lab today! mrs lim had stomach flu last friday,
so class was postponed to today.
and we got FREE BEN&JERRYS vouchers!
3 BEN&JERRYS vouchers courtesy of tll!
(..and its for childrens day! haha!)

anyway, had no time to get my free cone after class,
cos we were going SHOPPING! :D
off to compass point metro.
i was gonna use up my metro vouchers, after i so (thankfully) found em!
bought two pretty (and very different) tops, pair of heel with very intriquite designs and
a morgan clutch bag (cum pencil case!).
now all my metro voucher are...GONE :(

OKAY! back to mugging tomorrow!
my 3-day break has been fruitful & refreshing.
prelim results should all be out by friday!
pray for me.

EYECANDY!

2005-09-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

OKAY! ive uploaded the pictures from our lil outing yesterday!
just gonna post a few though.
the rest can be found a flickr, later :)

welcome to Palawan Beach. sun, sea & sand

the 3 'weird-ass' kids gettig ready to perform salaam namaste!

BURY em up! WHOOOOOORE!

my best friend :)

I SWEAR! this was THEIR idea! I SWEAR!

FOUR of us (:

za taking a photo of me, taking of her, taking of me, taking of her, taking of me...

on the waaay to bedok. SUCH a long & time-consuming ride

OH! did i mention i didnt swim?
HAHA, looong story!
alrightO! me & my sis are gonna have an uber fun makeover session now! :D
goodnight

sunshine

2005-09-23T21:34:00.000+08:00

today was refreshing and relaxing :)
a good break for the past few weeks of mugging.
2 more days of freedom to go!

went to palawan beach with za, preetz, syin and tricia today.
spent the first hour under the shady coconut tree, listening to my Pod and reading mags.
lovelove, freedom is love.
but so short-lived.
then joined them in frisbee and burying up sindhu.
preetz looked odd...with sandy boobs :D
took manymany photos!
and they made a dance for me!
to devdas...cept they put my name in,
and it was so hilarious! but SUPER sweet (:
preetz; youre STILL a bitch lah!

rushed off to bedok for salaam nasmaste!
yesss, i watched it again!
but i LOVELOVELOVE it :)
its absolute bliss baby...
and saif gets sexier by the minute.

alright! i think its time for a new layout!

3 days of freedom

2005-09-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

theee prelims are OVER!
todays practicals were pretty good.
cept i got pretty worried when i got a gradient of over 500!
(but its alll okaaaay!)
and its all over!

had to stay cooped up in the hall for four hours since i was in the first shift.
SUPER boring. fell alseep for the first two hours!
then played cards and went chattin around for the other two hours.
i just wanted to run out of the hall!
alas, we could at 1 frigging 30.

anyway, went to bugis with za, preetz, sindhu and sha.
SHOPPING!shopping!SHOPPING!
ohh shopping, how you make my heart melt! :D
i bought a pretty skirt, from a very pretty man! :)
gorgeous flutterby earrings and a vintage looking necklace.
all to create the PERFECT ensemble!

ohoh! we tried out psychadelic sunglasses!

i present to you, a failed attempt at trying to be part of The Matrix!

went to my sisters office round 5ish.
SUPER cool :D
now i can imagine her working and everything.
and everyone there is so friendly and bubbly and LOVELY (:
(i wanna work there for first three months...heehee)
TOUCH WOOD! think positive aisha!
everybody now, SA! SA! SA! SA!

prelims la-dee-dah

2005-09-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

prelims end in 12 hours!
its 3 days break for me...then back to the books!

had literature today.
was pretty okay, better than expected actually.
went for the make-up english oral after that.
it was at some examination centre in tiong bahru!
super freaky looking place...
we got lost after we went galaventing around tiong bahru plaza.
was ALMOST late for the oral!

the oral examiners were...unfriendly!
the guy was pretty nice, but the ladeh refused to SMILE!
bugger, just made me nervous.
first question was about traditional games...
second one was on ENERGY!
how the HELL is ENERGY related to GAMES?

anywaaaay, met khalid for dinner at Macs.
tara is now enjoying her THREEEEE days of freedom!
and i need to go shopping with her!
wooohooo...i found my metro vouchers :D
khalid was being jakun on the bus ride...
he insisted on pressing the bell!

tuition was...normal!
sir was teaching the J1s, so we did last years emaths paper.
SUPER chicken compared to our frickin prelim paper.
HELLO! cedar is #1 again!
(go check out the straits times) :D
ohhhh, how our batch is gonna change that!

anyway, there was a full moon...
on the day nadia baji left :(
such a beautiful moon it was.

(im sorry its in such bad quality! but the moon's still shining!)

specially for nadia baji, have fun in UK.
bring me back some sexy bri'ish lad.
LOVE you, see you soon!

not gone

2005-09-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

visited the cemetry today.

it sunk in today.
almost a month after he passed away, it finally hit me then he has returned to God.
but he's still with us, not just in our hearts...
but also by our sides.
guiding us...and helping us get through each day.
step, by step.
and im thankful for that.

5 weeks to the O levels.
this time, im working hard for him.
cos i know he will be proud of me when i give my parents good results.

hello there

2005-09-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

its been a long & draining weekend.
paper after paper after paper.
still more to go, all the way till thursday!
then...another blood test comes my way :(

ANYWAY! last night we (pakis) went for salaam namaste.
GOD, i LOVED it! i am absolutely head over heels for saif ali khan.
no guy, NO GUY! can look so good in a polo tee!
super modernised movie, but i LOVED it (:

TODAY; tuition galore.
ohyes, i won 2 tickets to what could have been the PARTY OF THE YEAR!
(but then again, that was my sweet sixteen party!)
so anyway, taufik was gonna be there, sexysexy baihakki was gonna be there.
my dad said i could go...till my mum told him it was gonna be at a club.
and BOOM! no party for me :(
instead, 6 hours of sir tuition.

WHICH! i did...enjoy :D
me, kk and tara stayed back from 6 till 10.
and we talked about EVERYTHING under the sun!
it was super fun..and enlightening!
much LOVE <3

thats all for me now.
goodnight :)

the new BEN&JERRYS shop opened and united square!
MMM! baby, ive got 7 weeks left there.

AMATHS! AMATHS! AMATHS! mugmugmug

i doubt they were actually 'STUDYING' :D no, lah!

take a break! have some fun in the sun :)

iPod nano

2005-09-14T14:26:00.000+08:00

im selling my iPod mini!
any interested buyers, PLEASE email me!
you will get a 6 month old pink iPod mini,
with earphones, free iSkin AND iPod mini pouch!
all this for....$150 :D
which is super cheap, cos if i add that all up..
its actually like $500 plus!

im buying the new iPod nano!
..plus ive already got approval from the mum & the dad :D

GONNA get it in november.
just imagine it! right after my VERY last O level paper,
i'll strut apple orchard and reward myself! x)

ooohlala! pretty lil iPods (:
khalid wants to get the black one,
but i prefer the white one.

OKAY! lets just get over with the prelims first!

edit//due to overwhelming response and scolding from BJ for selling my iPod off for "too bloody cheap", im now selling it for $250, negotiable.

M.I.A

2005-09-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

I havent been updating for pretttty long,
Too lazy for typing much...

i visited my DREAM shop. yes, heaven is a place...in Singapore :)

bought an LFC polo tee for $60! but it felt so worth it :D

KHALID has been infatuated with Dinika!

my daddy LOVES me :) this is what i got for studyin so hard.

today i bought the first ever..bad HERSHEY chocolates! its farrr from great!

mmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

WOOOHHHO! chocolate OVERDOSE!

so close to giving up

2005-09-08T11:22:00.000+08:00

this calls for a very impromptu entry!

i blame my stress and utter loss of every ounce of energy in me on DENGUE!
missing a total of 3 weeks of school has not only disallowed me to go through important revision with teachers, but miss out on a whole 3 weeks of self-revision.
my whole study plan got screwed up!
i learnt my lesson during the midyears.
i started studying ONE day before the papers, and the results i got..
obviously i LEARNT my damn lesson!
and i REALLY was planning to start studying earlier for the Prelims,
but this whole dengue thing...it just brought me down.

im just feeling lost right now.
prelims start on monday and yet, i have so much more revision to do.
but how do i cram everything in the 4 days that are left.
at times i just want to give up, cos knowing Cedar's papers..
no matter how hard you try..ONLY the tripsies will get into a JC!
and its so upsetting and demoralising.

and really, its not use telling me,
"Youre giving up before you even tried!"
because i HAVE tried!
not once or twice, but 7 TIMES!
and all 7 times, i have been constantly brought down by my results.
its not that i dont study, i do! really!
especially for last years midyears...
when i mugged my ass off just so i wouldnt be in the bottom 4o for the THIRD time in my life!
and i did it. i wasnt in the bottom 40!
but my results...not very pleasing.
an L1R5 of 30 isnt going to get me anywhere.

but what can i do now?
it was my decision to get myself stuck in some top ass school, with tough ass papers!
all i can do is pray that the teachers have a heart and dont set such UN-DOABLE papers.
i REALLY dont know whether i can get <20 style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">
curse you female mosquitoes!

(this was an utter waste of time, but i REALLY needed to rant!)

MUGger

2005-09-05T16:20:00.000+08:00

this JUST in!
i have a chicken for a younger brother :)

he accidentally pulled the wire of my phone charger,
which led my phone to slam onto the HARD floor..
but before i could even scream at him,
ZOOOOM!
he's outta the room and downstairs.
ive never seen him run so fast :D

the ONLY thing ive been doing today is studying!
and i have a feeling that its what i will be doing this whole week.
prelims, prelims, prelims.
PRELIMS are in exactly a week.
bugger, why do we have to work so hard?

to have a sense of accomplishment,
to make our parents proud,
so we dont let ourselves down,
so we dont let those who believe in us down...

AND the list just goes on.

anniversary! anniversary!

2005-09-03T17:41:00.000+08:00

FINE DINING todaay baby (:
we celebrated 23 years of love at HYATT'S Straits Kitchen.
there was a buffet of malay, chinese and indian food.
personally, the food wasnt really worth the money.
HAWA would have been soo much better and more delicious x)
but i guess its more for the ambience..

we were about to leave when the manager came up to my mum and he was like,
"Mrs Chaudhry, Happy 23rd Wedding Anniversary",
and he presented her with a gorgeous bouquet of red roses and box of chocolates!
SOSO SWEET! (:
(anyone can imagine me flapping my hands in front of my face!)
i swear, my future husband better be as SWEET as my dad <333
...or i just might kill him!

im feeeling supersuper lethargic for some reason.
yesterdays plan to surprise my mum worked out well!
imran switched off the lights, switched on the music,
(Because you loved me by celine dion! the sexiest song)
then BJ carried up the cake while me and my sis carried up 2 bouquets of roses.
twas sweet (:

i need to update my vocab!
SWEET seems to be the only word in my dictionary.

BANIbani

2005-09-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY i went to meet banibani! :D
after 34650924590 days! ALAS!
marshmellow is SUPER huuge, i expected him to be just slightly bigger than nibbles,
but he's HUUGE! (i forgot to take pictures!) :(
anyway, bani looked different! dinika looked different!
everyone just keeps losing weight.

we went for dinner at pizza hut.
had hawaian pizza with drumlets.
oooooh, drumlets turn mee on! :D
theyre just theee tastiest!
suf and dinika came a little later,
cos we couldnt finish our food.
A USE FOR SUF HAS BEEN FOUND! x)
(alert the press!)

then i had to leave for tll, and i seriously thought that the next time i saw shib would be another 345634694 days! but not on MY watch!
haha, we met at united square today!
it took us soo long to realise that we were at the same place!
new STARBUCKS opened up at united square yesterday (:
yummyyummy icy cocoa!

anyway, today was our english prelims paper.
it was really...BORING?
such mundane compo questions.
really, where were the creative juices??
and the compre was just horrible.
everyone was stumped at the FIRST question..
thats super demoralizing!

ooohboy, after the paper!
headed to novena for lunch.
LJS has some new chicken with shrimp and rice meal for only $3.50,
it looks reallyreally good. gotta try it some time.
studied at starbucks with shalom for over 2 hours.
(..and thats where i met bani again!) :D
agriculture is hopelessly BORING!
i was forcing myself to read the damned book!
uuuugh, geography just bores me :(

went to buy an anniversary cake for my mum & dad.
its their 23rd WEDDING ANNIVERSARY! :D
-throws confetti-
baji decided to get the flowers, so i got the cake.
we went to Angie the Choice...and look what i found there!

it is the EXACT same birthday cake my parents bought for my 2nd birthday party!
the EXACT same cake! looking at it brought back so many childhood memories.
LAST year, i would have said that it was my best birthday party..
BUT NOT THIS YEAR :D

haha, arright! time to celebrate 23 years of undying love!
goodnight(:

inspiration

2005-08-31T17:03:00.000+08:00

as in..inspire! and expire! we studied respiration today (:
and also inspiration!
cos KHALID YOURE MY INSPIRATION :D

but before that, teachers day celebration.
it was pretty good fun.
the concert was good, interactive!
they flashed pictures of the teachers as babies..
and we had to guess which teacher it was.
then they also flashed teachers stuff and handwritings and..car x)
pretty cool idea (:
4 teachers put up this mime act..
about poverty and hunger, with the song Hands by Jewel.
very touching, gotta download the song!

after that was aces day workout (bugger, thank god im on MC).
then the games began! i wish i could have played soccer!
but anyway..one year was enough.
teachers won! nav scored a frigging own goal, and mr lim scored one.
he said it was a once on a lifetime opportunity!

then we gathered for the results,
students were the overall champions.
the ONLY game the teachers won was soccer.
preetz said theyre getting OLD! hehe

anyway, headed to KKs place after school..
he wasnt at home yet, so i had my lunch and waited..and waited..
then he walks in all gleefully! LONG PANTS!
he looked so much taller, it was shocking!

studied bio for over 2 hours plus.
completed the chapter on respiration!
i feel so confident about it(:
khalid...one smart ass!

really, his intelligence astounds me!

anyway, today was pretty good.
studying plus gossiping...plus GASPING! :D
im feeling terribly tired now.

tata, for now love!

life and death

2005-08-30T03:28:00.000+08:00

On the 29th of July, I blew 7 candles off my birthday cake.
I made a wish.
I wished that he would have a longer life.

On the 22nd of August, i realised birthday wishes dont come true.

handphone wonders

2005-08-28T11:48:00.000+08:00

..and yet again!
latelate night supper with BJ at iman (:
we had pratas and satays!
BUT ohmygod, i have never tasted such BAD satay!
i carried 3 home..looked like a fool!

now my stomache's growwling for food!

LOOK at what i found in my phone!

its me looking absolutely pathetic with a drip, under nadias PINK comforter!
(probably the ONLY thing that brightened up my day) :D

....and i THINK i knew who took this horrid picture!
could it be....

HAHAHAHEHEHEHEHHAWHAWHAW :D
i like it! i like it!

BAJI; youre soo gonna kill me right? x)
Back at cha'

muchLOVE!

hospitalisation & celebration

2005-08-27T11:46:00.000+08:00

i am officially FUGGED off!
i typed a SUPERSUPER long entry, and this was all that was saved!
:(

thought id do an update on my hospital stay!
(since it was very...memorable)

basically, was admitted on sunday morning,
due to dengue fever & mycroplasma.
doc said i had some hepatitis thingamajig.
everything was sorta in a blurr, cos i just kept vomitting!
PLUS! i just HAPPENED to get my frigging period x(
(so i was becoming weak cos of so much blood loss)
hohumm, being on a drip was the worst!
i had to call the nurses each time i wanted to pee or just go to the toilet,
so it was really a bother to have it on.
was estatic when they removed it on the 3rd day :D

my sis slept with me for..2 days?
and my maid slept with me for the other 3!
it was IMPOSSIBLE to have a decent night of sleep.
what sucked the most was the food.
icky urky soup and oats and chicken.
GROSSGROSS, i feel like puking thinking about it!

za, ruby and shaza visited me on the 2nd day. my SWEEThearts, really(:
but then i asked for no more visitors cos my mood was just screwed up and i felt bad not being able to entertain them :(
so my mum had to call some people and tell them not to come, still feel guilty,
especially with aunty shabnam!
but anyway, cikgu came! i <33333

back to the present

2005-08-26T14:32:00.000+08:00

it never felt so good to be back home.
5 days and 4 nights in a hospital does aisha no good at all.
no good at all -shakes head-
now im worried! prelims are on 2 weeeeks and ive missed approximately 2 whole weeks of school PLUS tuitions! i feel so screwed..

HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO MEEEE!
-wails-
and yes, im sick of MTV & HBO x(

bugger, im feelin woozy.
and i cant..type straight!

playing with my mind

2005-08-16T06:37:00.000+08:00

today was just..killing me!

slowly but PAINFULLY!

some teachers take joy out of pissing me off.

ive been coughing like a maniac!

...and i just feel like sinking my head into an oxygen tank.]

anyway, the RHD photos are all done.

so just go click on flickr to see em all!

(with captions this time)

aight, thats all for today!

give it to me baby!

2005-08-13T02:55:00.000+08:00

never in my 31/2 years in Cedar did i EVER get a B for malay!
my results for EVERY malay test or exam lingered between a C6 and (if i'm lucky), a C5!
BUT...

i dont care if you other minahs got an A1 OR A2!
the fact is, that i got a frigging GORGEOUS B4! (:
(so just let this lil paki girl boast bout her B4!)
...and heyhey! distinction for oral! :D

thankyou, thankyou very much!

ice ice baby!

2005-08-12T01:42:00.000+08:00

3 EASY steps to lookin and feelin cool!

1) Put on a pair of pink pyjamas
2) Put on a pair of the LATEST adidas shoes :D
3) Strut around the nearest petrol station like you OWN the world

FEELS good doesnt it?

rain on me

2005-08-11T11:52:00.000+08:00

im sick, yet again.
i hate feeling as though someone is throwing porcupines down my throat..
and having my ears pop conitnuously.
ohh, the horraawr!

anyway, just a lil update on the sleepover at shabana's.
it was pretty much funn(:
had pizza for dinner, then we hung around.
i studied! i STUDIED AT A PARTY! :D
woohoooo!
haha, anyway, we sang karaoke!
nono, not like some lame k-box singing.
we sang to backstreet boys songs..and celine dion and stuff like that.
was hilarious and fun (:

then we had a catwalk competition!
ohhh, that was retarded!
we made our own lil crazy costumes and walked out to 'im a slave for you'!
in the end nureen won! and she won a pretty bra & panty!
(which was FAR too big for her lah!) x)
thruthfully, we were inspired right after watchign america's top model.
one of the contestants collapsed!
and it was SUPER scary!
those who actually watched it would understand what im saying!
it was just jaw-dropping, the way she just collapsed with her eyes completely open!

OKAY! nevermind that, she's been going through it since she was 3!
we went for a 230am walk!
first we planned to walk to the petrol station to get some ice-cream,
but decided it was too far.
then we thought..7-11!
then we saw some drunkards and turned back x)

me & khalid at 2 frigging 30 in the morning!
farrrraway at bukit batok?

okay, back to the books.
prelims in...32 days?
that oughta be fun(:

hello goodbye

2005-08-09T19:40:00.000+08:00

i just uploaded the photos.
we had our sec four farewell for ELDDS last wednesday..
3rd August if im not wrong.
it was really sweeet..with roses and cards and KFC :D
anyway, im much to bummed out to regurgitate everything,
so since a picture is worth a thousand words..
go click on flickr for over 10 thousand words.

my main purpose of writing this entry was actually to blog about shabana's sleepover.
but that can wait.
id rather talk about something deeper.
something that has caused me to feel so distraught,
something which i have NEVER in my life felt.
losing a loved one.
(yes baji, i was inspired by your entry)

but seriously, i have always asked myself this question.
picture this.
youre drowning in a sea, with a loved one..
let's say, your mum.
a rescue helicopter comes but can only save one person.
who would you choose?

i would say my mum..
not because im being a lil filial daughter and i owe her my life.
its because im selfish.
think about it, this may not apply to everyone though.
i rather lose my life and leave others to mourn..
instead of me losing someone and having face the bitter truth of death!
i doubt anyone reading this would understand it,
i have a perpetually messed up mind, really.

losing a loved one for me...
i don't know, i really don't know how it feels.
because i am so fortunate (not spoilt) but fortunate to have never
lost anyone close to me.
im not boasting really, cos sooner or later i will lose a loved one.
everyone has to go right?
but maybe, maybe its because i have never lost a loved one that
i am so afraid that i will.
personally, being the weak-hearted and emotional person i am,
i doubt i would be able to take it.
i dont know how i would take it.
and i dont want to have to drown in a sea of denial,
i doubt that will do any good!

at 12 years old, i wasnt allowed to see my dead cat,
because they didnt think i could handle it.
what more..a person?
im not saying anyone is dying..
because really, he's not leaving us anytime soon.
he knows we need him and we love him.
he's my best-friend.
...one whom i have not been allowed to see in the hospital

will i pull through?
that i dont know.
but most importantly..will my family pull through?
everything has been all peaches & cream for this family..
(well, not everything. but fortunately, we have it better than others)
but ANY moment, everything can change.

things are not the way i want them to be right now.
i hate having things on my mind,
especially when this is a crucial time for studying.
the fact that my prelims are less than 40 days away doesnt help.

but for now, i will live on this:
"If the Good times dont last, neither will the Bad"

Happy National Day to all Singaporeans(:

charlie and the chocolate factory

2005-08-09T06:39:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY...after two very draining tuitions,
and a lil trip to mustafa..
we finally decided to catch charlie & the chocolate factory!
BAJI! made it happen (:
at 8 frigging pm!

(is it just me, or is EVERYONE suddenly watching this movie?)

anyway, personally i LOVED the movie!
i dont know whether its because im still SUPER immature, cos everyone else doesnt really seem to LOVE the movie as much as i do! but johnny depp's acting is just so FABULOUS!
i love the way he laughed and his sarcasm! OOOOH, how i LOVE sarcasm!

"MUMBLER! you should really stop mumbling! i cant understand a word youre saying!"
and whenever he walked into a glass door, 3 of us would start laughing at BJ cos he did that at concourse manymany years back! it was just HILARIOUS! :D
then the theater we went to, balestier shaw..is SUPER big and at the same time only had 20plus people in it. so i was RUNNNNING to the front and up again, sitting right in front felt awesome. if only there was some famous superstar in front of me!
(maybe gerrard?) HMMMMM (:

i finally realised why i like the movie more than others

the adorable lil HERBIE!
(a movie which i DO NOT intend to watch!)
this totally supports my lindsay lohan vs hilary duff entry!
bout how lindsay lohan seems to be obliged to do STUPID movies!

i LOVE carpeted floors!
soo...this is actually just to show off my pretty new pink slippers :D

if youve been for movies with me...you would know i LOVE taking photos in the cinema!
even with the loud "KA-CHIK" sound from my phone!

WILLY WONKAAAAAAA! :D

okay, time for lunch!
imran cycled all the way to KFC to buy me a zinger.
sweet sweet brother o' mine

day out

2005-08-08T04:03:00.000+08:00

yesterday was..delicious?

went to swensons with my sister & nadia.
i owed them a treat, mainly for helping out so much and organizing my birthday party.
so i used all the WONDERFUL cash i got and splurrrrged it on my darlings(:

(..and im sorry for being so quiet! i wasnt feeling HOT lah!) :D

after tuition i looked through my prelim timetable thoroughly.
3 papers in one day? geography, physics, chemistry!
i think thats really overdoing it.
anyway, there's 35 days left to prelims.
excluding the english paper which is on the 2nd of Sept.

AND SO, i started revising.
after a little geography, did the acs (i) 2003 paper.
it was SUPER easy compared to our school papers!
..and thats not faair x(

around 1030ish, BJ took me and imran to Iman for supper!
yesyes, delicious supper(:

I NEED MY CONTACTS BAAAAACK! :(
goodbye, for now!

be yourself day

2005-08-06T12:04:00.000+08:00

the NEW PAPER came to our school today!
everything was just super amusing!
especially how our class tried to catch the photographers attention by doing the kallang wave on the 4th floor! (hey, it worked! god knows how many photos she took!)
anyway guys, look out for tomorrow's new paper!
i had to pose with the voodoo dolls.
i swear i will CRY if that horrible picture comes out in the newspaper.
i will migrate to GERMANY :D

wore my pool jersey. oh sexysexy!(:
our class had man u vs chelsea vs liverpool
UNFORTUNATELY, manchester united won.
whaaat, 4 losers wearing the jerseys.
buggers. but at least they won something this year :D

oh, the beauty of pissing hairin off. i LOVE you hairin!

anyway, it was alot of fun and our class looked fabulous!
with sports lockers and the collage.
we put in alot of effort for this one,
maybe cos its the last school event we will probably take part in?

hohum...prelim timetable is OUT!

ciao, for now (: